Wonderful February

Probably you who read my blog, say "Yeah right!"
Before you realised it, it is already beyond Mid-Feb 2-0-0-8. Where has the time hide to?On the faces, I guess.
You just can't hide how old you look despite how much your heart & mind determine otherwise.

When is the last time you see this O'School waffles!! Man, those primary school days...That belong to the 80s generation!

I can't feel that I am 24 this year. A part of me still thinks I am like 18,19,20. But when I realised how childish those stupid gals who like acting cute & innocent out there, I can't help but to scoff.

Work has been quite alright and luck is a cycle here. I hate those bleak days but days like these make me feel that I can probably work here forever. I do not harbour high ambition, I just need a job that I am comfortable with,gives me a decent pay,managable authority & role and good colleagues (even it could just be at the surface.)

Valentine's Day.
I didn't intend to meet Jason initially. Didn't feel the mood, didn't feel the need.
But still we met for a simple dinner at the cafe located at Serangoon Central. (Honestly a very cool idea for a surviving cafe at a neighbourhood area.)

Ok, I told everyone that I didn't have any present for him but I made this very much earlier when the skies were still bright & sunny for me.
I thought of giving it when I feel like it but again it would defeat that 'Happy Valentine Day's purpose.
Nonetheless the V day dinner was simply spent & I kinda miss Jason, just that there are still some emotional turmoils inside my heart that I need time, space & enough coldness, disappointment to pacify them.

I have decided.
I will buy a professional camera by this year. Could be mid of 08 or end of it.
While I am still keen in photography, my right hand finally decides to do me some justice.
I can't decide the shaded one or the non shaded one looks better.



The sad thing about all these doodles is that they ARE actually PHOTOS I saw on yahoo.
When it comes to my hand, they kinda comic-fied.
Esp that gal holding the handphone one,it was actually a very nice photo.

Oh well, I never say I am good in drawing anyway.


I don't wanna wait for you anymore.
I can't decide it's you or him that lingers in my heart.
I guess it's him.
You are merely a shadow that's tracing around whom I adore & imagined to be.
Though you never see me who I want you to see as well.
2 different persons.
Same ending still.